Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Too late to rejoice?
Have you ever felt that? You wait for something to happen soooo long. It begins with nervous excitement, that headrush and had it happened right then, it would have resulted in exhilaration. But it didn't... Th excitement paves way for impatience (why isn't it happening?) to doubt (am I doing something wrong?) to worry (I am doing something wrong!).. As more time passes, you start losing hope but still try to keep your spirits high - hey it could still happen. And finally when it does, there's no joy, no excitement. Just pure unbridled relief that floods every pore of your existence. Ever felt that? That's how I feel today.
2 comments:
Absolutely. At first its fear of being 'too optimistic' or 'fear that something might happen otherwise'. So you tend to hold your horses! & then when the time comes.. the excitement just settles down to relief like you said. I feel that this is just an indication of maturity... learning to control your emotions or whatever, but I hear you!
BTW, Jaya your 'Blog Churn Rate' has reached meteoric proportions! Google might need to increase server capacity just for you!:) Great post!
Chood
Hahaha.. Thanks Chood. Just shows how vetti I am.. Don't let the k company hear that! Keep visiting!
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